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happy new year 5780

10/10/2019

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To all my fellow Members Of the Tribe: Happy Jewish New Year 5780!
May you have a year filled with sweetness, possibility, hope and peace.

Now that I'm home from Bremerton, I'm plunging full steam ahead into preparations for recording The Watchman's Chair next week. In between rehearsals, I'll be prepping the exclusive 'Zine for supporters who backed the project, building a small sukkah and putting the garden beds to bed for the winter.

Fall swooped in quickly and early here in Portland. We had our first frost this week and the leaves are turning an amazing range of golds, reds and oranges. The world turns and turns some more, and we move through the seasons with aplomb, picking up surprising speed as we get older. The scenery along I-5 took my breath away this morning as I returned form Bremerton, with bright flashes of red and gold peeking out from between the evergreens, and freshly-white Mt. Rainier and Mt. Hood peeking from above the hills to the east.

I feel incredibly blessed to make my life here in the Pacific Northwest.

I'm looking ahead to a recording, mixing and mastering my album, and after that a couple of trips to California before heading east to perform at the URJ Biennial in December. I'll make a few visits to local open mics in between to stay sharp and focused, and to meet up with musicians outside the Jewish scene.

I cannot wait to share my new songs with you all later this fall and winter! Stay tuned for more details as we get closer to releasing the album.

Happy fall and enjoy thecolors and the crisp air of these rare, golden days.
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drum plotting for the studio

9/29/2019

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(cross-posted from my drumlove blog)

So I tried to set up and VERY lo-fi sort of testing situation with one of my songs from the upcoming album, using the few resources I have at hand -- my laptop with a rough vocal-guitar demo of the song, an iPhone to take video of me adding experimental drum beats, and a couple of old Xymox practice pads to get the snare sound I'm looking for, all so I can hear what it will sort of sound like.

It went something like this.
The challenges of living low-budget mean that I don't have lots of fancy recording equipment at my disposal. The challenge of having grown up playing concert and marching percussion before electronic amplification for those disciplines was in use means that I lack a lot of basic knowledge about electronics.
The result is that I have to cobble together potential studio scenarios using lo-fi, low-equipment approaches like the one above.
It's good for learning purposes, but perhaps not something I'd employ in the studio.
Still, it's good to try and expand my ears this way because it helps me clarify exactly how I want to play and sing a particular song when it's time to go into the studio -- where I'm paying an hourly rate and cannot afford to waste time. Experimentation happens before I record for real, just like it happens before I perform in public for real.

Signing off now until after the Jewish High Holy Days, which start tonight. Cheers!
(And if you're an MOT, Shanah Tovah!)
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the sound of the shofar - carry it with you!

9/19/2019

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Just for fun, and because the amazing singer Hadar Orshalimy challenged me in response to a video she posted, I decided it was time to create an instructional video for something I came up with years ago.

During the semester I spent in grad school, I had a job as a Music Specialist at a nearby synagogue.
Every Sunday, I'd be sent to a different Hebrew classroom for forty minutes to teach a song to that week's class. Then, after a short break, I'd return to my classroom, where I'd have another group of kids for an hour. This second class contained the same kids each week -- kids the Rabbi and Cantor had decided could not be integrated into the "regular" Hebrew school classroom because of emotional and/or behavioral challenges.

The synagogue had primarily hired me to babysit this second group of kids whom the clergy didn't want to work with. My job was to keep them occupied, ideally with music, but I could do almost anything if it had Jewish content. (The synagogue set a pretty low bar for me, and frankly for the kids too, which was a shame.)

When it came time to talk about the High Holy Days, I wanted to teach the kids about the shofar. The synagogue had no shofarot, not even cheap plastic imitations, for me to work with. So, thinking on my feet, I came up with the idea of the Pocket Shofar. The kids loved it (phew!) and I have used it in every religious school setting I've worked in ever since.

So here's a little something you can have fun. It works with almost any age group (preschoolers have ridiculous fun with it, but so do parents). Try it and see for yourself!
Special thanks to Hadar for the nudge.

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Balance

9/17/2019

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unseen While I am spending a pretty good chunk of time preparing for the High Holy Days, I also need to take time out to do other thing; the balance between my facets is still an important part of my month of Elul.
So most days I try to get in a bike ride, even if it's just to and from the grocery store. I also spend some time hanging out with a drum pad and sticks each morning, mostly as a meditative practice but also just to blow off some steam. Even durung times of intensive preparation and/or performance, I need to maintain some kind of balance or I'll teeter off some edge and actually lose focus.
So tonight, after an afternoon spent studying texts of the High Holy Days liturgy and practicing some Avinu Malkeinu, I enjoyed dinner with my Sweetie, and spent some time blowing off excess energy by chopping out randomly on a pad for half an hour. If I keep it short and stop before I get carried away, I find it can make it easier to calm down for bedtime.

Some food for thought as we navigate the back half of this preparatory month before Rosh Hashanah --
What rituals do you do to stay balanced? How do you maintain your sense of self and calm when things get crazy? There are lots of ways to do it without sitting cross-legged with your thumbs and forefingers making little O's.

Hope you enjoy some balance this week.
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Elul: The quiet month

8/30/2019

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The Jewish month of Elul begins tomorrow night at sundown.
This is the month when we turn inward, to consider how the past year has gone and how we have responded to the challenges life has brought our way during this time.
It's also the month when we turn outward, reaching out to those whom we've wronged, whom we've hurt by our action -- or inaction -- to own our mistakes and to ask others for forgiveness as we begin the work of repairing the fractures from the hurt we've caused.

Elul is not for the faint-hearted. But it is for everyone. And so it's a time of year when, at the end of the whirlwind of summer fun, we pause. We fall silent, and we ponder what has been, what is, and what might be. This is why Elul is the only month in the Jewish year that has no fast days or feast days, no distractions from the task at hand, which is "At-One-Ment" -- atonement.

All of this is preparation for the High Holy Days, which begin one month from now. Ideally, we'll spend this month of Elul making amends with those people in our lives, so that on Rosh Hashanah, we can begin the ten-day process of getting right with God, or the Universe, or what I've come to call The Is-ness.
We can't do the latter until we do the former. That's just how it works. And it makes sense, if we remember that each of us is a reflection of B'tzelem Elohim -- the Divine Image.

So I'm going quiet here for a little while, and also on my Facebook-Music page, while I prepare for my own t'shuvah -- returning -- to the cleaning out and and sense of renewal of the soul that is required each year at this time.

During the month of Elul, Jews refer to Psalm 27, many reciting it daily during this month.
I leave you with a musical setting of a couple of lines from the Psalm, "Achat Sha'alti".

If you are observing the rituals and customs of this quiet month, may your contemplation and actions of atonement bring you closer to peace.
If you are not observing these customs, consider taking some time anyway -- to stop, look and listen.
Stop the hustle-bustle of your everyday life, for a moment, or ten, or an hour.
Look at what's around you -- the smiling faces of family and friends, the sadness of those in need, and the steps you might want to take as you react to this juxtaposition of realities.
Listen to the world around you -- birdsong, car traffic, children's laughter, the cheering crowd at a sporting event, or the breeze rustling through the trees outside your window. How do you react to these sounds? What feels like it's missing? What do you want to hear more of in the coming year?

May the coming month provide all of us with insight, wisdom and peace.
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Dreaming about the Gulf Coast.

8/22/2019

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So I'm going to put this out there again.
It has been a dream of mine for awhile now to create a mini-tour in the Louisiana/Mississippi Gulf Coast area. While it would be great to find a synagogue or three to host me, it would also be really, really cool to play a string of 2-3 house concerts or small-venue shows in the area.

I have a standing invite in Bay St. Charles, MS to come and hang with a friend.  Above is a little video of what he does. (You can see him towards the end of the vid, playing quads and wearing a green trucker hat.) It's a youth music program for otherwise unoccupied kids in his town, and he gives them something cool, fun and constructive to do. I'm a happy supporter of his program and of all arts orgs that focus on teaching music to kids -- especially those kids who cannot afford music lessons on their own. Believe it or not, I was once one of those kids. My folks couldn't afford private lessons, so I had to learn everything by participating in my school band and choir..
I was lucky. My school -- and most schools, back then -- had band and choir programs. Many schools have had those programs cut in the last decade and now more than half of schoolchildren in this country do not have access to arts programming through public school. So this program and others like it are what's left.

I would love to see Brian and meet his students in person.
AND I'd love to combine this with a few gigs to help make it possible, and to meet some new friends along the way.

The beauty of music is that it has so much power to bring people together. And that is really why I keep touring my music, and composing and teaching music when and where I can. Music matters because it makes us better people, period.


So -- I have dates available January through March 2020 (there are some blacked out dates already, so check with me); OR I'd be happy to look at Fall 2020 too.
If you can introduce me to someone who owns a really big house or cool little pub, or who helps run a synagogue of any size, HIT ME UP at the address below:
www.beth-hamon-music.com/contact

And thanks for supporting Jewish Music Made By Hand!

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Thank you is not enough, but it's a start.

8/6/2019

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And we're done.
Thanks to your participation, together we raised over $1,500 which is enough to allow me to record at least 5 to 6 songs for an EP.
If I'm really efficient with my time I can push that up to perhaps 8 songs, which will make an album.
THANK YOU for all of your support.
I cannot wait to share this music with you and the world.
I am falling down with #gratitude today.
OVer the next few months, I will send updates to everyone to let them know about progress on the recording. Here's a rough outline for what follows:

-- I will polish songs that I plan to include on the recording, and begin to make decisions about what songs will want additional vocal or percussion tracking.
-- I have reserved studio time at The Map Room in Portland, where I will record my songs in mid-October. I am thrilled to reunite with sound engineer/mixer Josh Powell for a third time.
-- After recording and mixing there, the final mix will be handed off to Stu Fessant at Indigo Groove Studios. Stu has mastered every one of my albums. He has a deft touch for acoustic recording and he's a delight to work with.
-- assuming that all of this can be done by mid to late November, I plan on an early December release (just in time for winter gifting!). Because I've elected to go strictly digital on this recording, it will be distributed by CDBaby and their affiliates, including iTunes, Raptor, and others.
-- I will celebrate with a live release show somewhere in the Portland area, which will also be on Facebook Live.
(If you or someone you know wants to host a relese show in Portland, Please reach out to me soon!)

As we approach each of these points on the timeline I'll keep you posted with details and also provide little bits of insider information that you'll find insteresting and fun.
Also -- if you've pre-ordered the recording, you will receive it before the official release date, and you will receive two "bonus" songs that will not be included on the official release!
Once again, thank you so much for all your support. I am excited about What Comes Next and will post updates as things happen.

Buckets of peace and love --Beth
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It's incredible to me that I've written enough songs to fill three albums, and soon a fourth.
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counting down the hours, and other updates

8/4/2019

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Shavua tov! Wishing you all a great week to come!
I spend two days last week teaching, learning and perfoming at the NewCAJE cnference, which was held right here in Portland at Reed College.
It was a beautiful, inspiring time for those of us wh are passionate about Jewish education and continuity.
I'm so grateful I was able to attend.
A video of a little of my performance at the evening concert can be seen here: www.facebook.com/dorice.horenstein/videos/10217732630179933/

I spent the weekend with a dear friend (who also happens to be my nephew by marriage), videographer and designer Kurt Loyd, where we drank far too much coffee while picking each others' brains about music, sound amplication, a video production. He's a really smart guy and I was glad to sit at his feet and learn something new. He may help me create a video in the not-too-distant future; stay tuned.

Finally, I'm gearing up for the last of my summer travels.
This week I'm headed to nothern California for the Mendocino Jewish Womens' Retreat, hosted by the Mendocino Coast Jewish Community (MCJC). My sweetie and I have enjoyed a lovely relationship with this community since her parents retired to Mendocino about 14 years ago. I look forward to making music and ruach, and enjoying some quiet, thoughtful time in the woods near the Navarro River in the company of thoughtful, mindful Jewish women of all ages.

My last trip of the summer will be another Shabbaton with my friends at Temple Beth Tikvah in Bend, welcoming Shabbat and basking in the beauty of central Oregon one last time before heading home to dive into intense prep for the High Holy Days.

Finally, there are just 30 hours left in the crowdfunding campaign for my next project, The Watchman's Chair. 46 backers have signed up (two offline) to particpate in this recording project and although we're not approaching the stated goal, we've raised enough funding to make a recording of some kind. Wheter its'a full-length album or not remains to be seen, but either way I am filled with gratitude for everyone's support.
I have scheduled recording time in the studio for the week after Yom Kippur, and hope to release a digital download by early December.

If you have not yet hopped aboard the bus, there is still a little more than a day to do so: Go here --

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/the-watchman-s-chair/x/1531892#/

--and if you've already signed up, please tell your friends and family about it so they can sign up too.

Thanks to everyone for your support, to hosts who've helped make the summer amazing, and I hope you'll all enjoy these shortening days before summer turns to autumn.
Buckets of Shalom to you all!
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NewCAJE10, Reed College, PDX
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PORTLAND FRIENDS! Help us #CloseTheCamps

7/11/2019

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Dear Portland-area friends:
Tomorrow night, Lights For Liberty is happening across the country. In cities all over America, candlelight vigils will be held at 9pm local time. Thousands will gather at one of at least four different locations in the greater Portland area alone, from Clackamas to Hillsboro and places in between. The purpose of these vigils is to draw attention to the atrocities being done in our name at ICE detention centers along the border, where families seeking asylum are separated and children are imprisoned in horrid, inhumane conditions without adequate food or health care. At the end of the vigils organizers will hand out cards with action plans. These will list next steps each person can take, to keep pressuring our elected officials to close these camps and return to a more just and humane application of our asylum process; and also ways to support refugees as they enter the US seeking asylum.

There will be two major events downtown:
One will be held outside the ICE detention center on SW Macadam Ave.
A second, larger gathering will be held at Terry Schrunk Plaza, behind Portland City Hall on SW 3rd.

I will be at Schrunk Plaza. The program of performances and speakers starts at 8:30 pm, and I'm scheduled to sing around 9:15 or so as people leave to process up to the Hawthorne Bridge, spreading a chain of candlelight from one side of the Willamette River to the other. This vigil will conclude at Waterfront Park and public transit is within easy walking distance of the waterfront.

Please join me in telling our elected officials they cannot allow these atrocities to be carried out in our name, and in praying and singing for justice and the will to make real change.

(For those who are Shabbat observant -- I normally would not go to a rally or protest on a Friday night. But this is a peaceful candlelight vigil and its purpose is to highlight what is happening at our borders -- where children are dying while held in detention. This, for me, falls under the mitzvah of Pikuach Nefesh, saving a life. That is why I'm going and why I am glad to help out.)

Please join me.
#CloseTheCamps
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Feel all the things. Really.

7/10/2019

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Sorry, kids. No happy-joy-joy memes this morning.

As some of you know, I live with chronic mental illness, in the form of Depression and Seasonal Affective Disorder. These are conditions I've likely lived with all my life, though they were not properly diagnosed until several years ago. Coming to terms with that, and with the challenges and benefits of living this way, has been a big part of my artistic and spiritual journey over the last four or five years.

So when I read this article, I was instantly bowled-over, triggered like a piano falling on me from a great height.
And after I calmed down from that initial burst of intense feeling, I felt immense
gratitude for the blinding clarity that this article triggered in me. So go and read the article before you continue here.

(Pause)

Done? Good. Let's continue.


One does not have to "monetize joy," but then if one does not, there may not be enough employment elsewhere to pay the bills, stay housed and fed. Even if you're partnered with someone who is working and earning more than you are. Because things have gotten so lopsided in favor of the wealthy few that the rest of us are forced to struggle and to compete with each other for increasingly scare resources -- jobs, housing, etc.
I believe that scarcity has been created and sustained by the wealthy few and economic systems they control, in order to keep the rest of us distracted by our own fear.

I also know -- believe with all my heart, actually -- that my creative gifts provide a window into some really big truths about the world I live in, truths that I would be distracted from seeing and feeling if I worked a low-wage job for someone else. Because that is the way the system is set up. And I guess that on some level I've known this truth, this lack of personal control on a large scale, since I was young.

I have had a long personal history with powerlessness in my life.

And at some point, recognizing that I was not born under the right start, the one that would set me up for a lifetime of security and good health and comfort, I would come to understand that there is power OVER, and power TO, and choose accordingly. I would have to do this for my own sanity, if for no other reason.


So if I have to choose between working at Walmart and monetizing my joy, you had better believe I'm gonna choose the latter. In both cases I'll still be poor, but in the latter I'm my own boss and I get to do something I care about (and perhaps on my best days can still love).

Still with me? Good.


In order to change the system, we must first give ourselves the downtime to FEEL -- to FEEL PAIN, AND LOVE, and then ANGER. When we really feel all of those things alongside each other, we may find our way to the paths we're really meant to be on. And if I have to make my life a little bit of a hustle while I'm at it, well, that's the world we live in.

My mental and physical challenges now prevent me from working full-time (currently believed to be 40 hours a week, but do NOT get me started on that bad math today, seriously). This idea of "full-time" work is so ingrained in all of us that we struggle to know how to rest when we're not working.
Now that more and more of us are required to work multiple part-time jobs simply to stay housed and fed -- or worse, to hustle for every tiny gig we can wrest a few dollars of because there aren't enough traditional jobs for everyone to live on anymore -- it has become even harder to separate work from rest in our lives.

THIS IS NOT AN ACCIDENT.

Because busyness -- that nagging feeling that creeps in to torture us whenever we take a break from our labors -- is a part of a socioeconomic system designed to distract us from our anger and from potential action which may follow.  What's more, we've been historically herded away from craft-based work, which requires a certain degree of creative thought and individual autonomy, towards quantity-based work, where hordes of wage slaves move large quantities of inventory (including both retail products and data) around for the benefit of corporate owners, with little or no individual autonomy left. (See: Amazon)

(Don't believe me? Read this excellent book on the nature of work, workplace systems and worker control. It changed my life and made me feel reassured about my life-work choices and I cannot recommend it enough. It's a fast read and may warm your heart as much as it did mine.)

Until we can wrest power away from the corporations and wealthy one percent currently in possession of that power, we will be forced to make ridiculous personal and ethical choices in an equally ridiculous landscape.
So before I can reduce global warming, quash racism (including the racism which exists in myself, because it exists in all of us who enjoy even the littlest bit of white privilege), and make healthcare and quality education human rights again, I have to do something else first.


I MUST WORK LESS IN ORDER TO FEEL MORE.

Yes, I'll be even poorer than I was before -- though at my current earning level it's a fuzzy line -- but maybe I'll be angrier too. Maybe I'll be angry enough to burn down a little piece of the system that keep so many of us stuck and miserable for no good reason except to help secure someone else's obscene wealth.

So maybe the adage should read something like: do what you love, work less, learn to live with less and feel every single thing.
This will not be easy. There is immense social pressure to stay busy, even -- and perhaps especially -- in the Jewish community. People who work less than full-time, whether by choice or by default (retirement or illness), are suspect in our society. There is no strong social support for those of us who let ourselves feel more, and suffer the intense pain of those feelings.
We have to make an active effort towards change. We have to seek out others who have made similar choices. We have to create small systems of mutual care and support. Those systems may not exist within Jewish spaces, and may be especially difficult to establish in traditional Jewish spaces. This is hard work, radical work.
I cannot imagine doing anything else that's more compelling, with my gifts, my skills and my energy, and above all with my time.


My wish for myself and all I love: May our feelings lead us to action rather than distraction. May our realizations lead us to each other, to the people with whom we can effect meaningful change. And somewhere in that, may we find and be the blessing each of us was really meant to be.

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